4/7/11
fighting depression.....
So I have about 3 minutes to post this. I am running out the door to spend the weekend with Nat and Tiff (2 of my best girls) and I am sooooo excited! The only thing that is that my TOOTH STILL HURTS!!!! I am finally giving into the pain, embracing the pain and hopefully learning from the pain. This is pushing me into a funk that may take medications to get out of. I don't know that I have ever been as grateful for my health as I would be now if I felt healthy. I wake up every day and think TODAY is the day that I won't have an ache or an illness. (Not the pretend ones that I always have....cancer, MS, and alsheimers) Today is NOT the day though and I have fear that even though I will be having our semi-annual mommy weekend tomorrow will not be the day either. So I will NOT cry all the way to Vegas. I may pray all the way but I will not cry! I post to ask my lovelies to please keep me in your prayers. :) This too shall pass....? Right?
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Everybody gets into funks. One dear friend from back in Texas once told me, after I posted on facebook that I had been unhappy for a very long time, that happiness is a decision. Its mind over matter. Tell yourself that you will not get depressed and don't let it happen. I know this doesn't always work when it comes to depression, but the fact that you recognize when its coming on is a big indicator that you can control this. I suffer from depression, at times, too, and I always do better when I can feel it coming on and know what to expect. I don't know if this helps or not, but I love ya and I want you to know that you are in my prayers. Have fun in Vegas!!
Oh how I hate that I moved from Texas right at the time of the blossoming friendship of Tiffany and Natalie. I wish I was going this weekend too. You ladies are all so wonderful! Have a great weekend and I hope you get feeling better!!!!!!
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